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three hour classes for sols today. i only had to do one this year #winning. itll probably catch up and bite my ass in the future but even then i wont be too overly concerned. wow theres finally a little crack on my screen it only took three years of no screen protector to finally get me

 been listening to a LOAD of danger days recently. like...nonstop. i love danger days. i want to be a killjoy deep down i know im one. the world today feels no different than their 2019 cali. ivebeen playing the kids from yesterday a lot too. because summer break is soon. feels fitting. my oomfiest oomf thats a senior is leaving for vcu too. upsetting. ill actually miss him like crazy but im playing it off nonchalant

took two buspirones earlier today and i thought i could handle it but like it hit like a train. one minute i was sitting upright the next i was slumped and half awake. fell asleep the rest of that class oops. next block i fell asleep. Again. its kind of worn off by rhis point and that makes me frown but i know taking more is having the witch pull my shoestrings. UNFORTUNATE!!!! cant even drink either id probably die like a beetle left in the sun. whatever man...